main khud darya hoon, tumse
milne mai paar aaoon
kaise
tumhe mai apne dil ka haal
sunaoon kaise
kaee gharon me
lagi aag hai bujhai maine
'vikram'
par jo khud mujh me
lagi hai wo bujhaoon kaise...

There have been many difficult times in my life, but this seems to be most difficult one. I dont know why, but i am feeling bad. It is not the 1st time when i am out of my home for a month, though i m sad. Probably the feeling of staying here for 2 years is torturing me.
Oh god! How am i going to survive this long time. Whole day in 10 by 8 room, having only one fat face to see, eating hey & straw like food.....its horrible....
Missing my toota foota chilll-po wala ghar.....
Missing my bargad ka ped n tv wala kamra.....
Its disgusting to say that i am realy missing even ''Faizabad''...